1st client for today,
Hair and Make Up - @kakkiness for Rony Fortich Concert in Teatrino.
1st client for today,
Mega Man July 20414
Man of Style: Will Hsu
Photography: John Ocampo of Studio 100
Grooming: Brigz Aricheta
Please grab a copy, its a magazine inside Mega Magazine July/Marian
- He: I'm sorry...for hurting you, big time. It's all my fault.
- Me: No, I'm sorry...for entering this kind of situation. I know I just made things complicated for you. It's my fault too.
- He: I realized that it would be unfair to both of you if we keep on doing this. I love you...but then lately, I can't just tell you "I love you" not because I don't love you anymore but because I know I can't show it to full extent. I can't make you feel that I really do. I can't take care of you, you keep getting hurt, and I can't just bear to see you getting hurt everytime. I don't want to see you being consumed slowly by pain.
- Me: I get it. Thank you for preserving me by not going any further. It's more than enough to show that you love me.
- He: I'm so sorry. As much as I want to keep you, this thing has to be stopped. We know it. It's not right in the first place. But thank you for taking this walk with me. I know it has ever since been painful from the moment you decided to fall for me even if....Thank you for loving me. But I've always believed that love is more than words, and more than actions too...love is larger than all these.
- Me: Yeah...thanks for loving me too. You know, you made me feel for the first time how to be loved back. I've always wondered how would it feel to be loved back by someone you love. It's wonderful...and painful at the same time. I guess I've just expected too much, or just fooled myself thinking that you would choose me over her, or that you would exchange your two-year relationship with her for me, whom you've just had a five-month affair with. But to me, those five months, it just seemed like forever. I've put my whole self into it. If there's one thing that's most painful for me, it would be the fact that you can walk away now and tell yourself that you had all of me, coz you really did. But I never had all of you...and I don't know if I will ever have the chance to...
- He: (he hugged me so tight...for a long time) I'm so sorry. I hope you can forgive me. Please forgive me. Hey, look at me. I may not be able to say what the future holds for us, but I know it holds a lot of mystery. Maybe...we can...i don't really know. It's uncertain. I can only answer what is in the 'now' sweetie. I am really sorry.
- Me: it's fine. You don't have to apologize like this. I'll be fine...in time. I know you've chosen for the best. This is the right thing to do now. Don't worry about me. I want you to have peace and I want you to be happy. Please love her. I mean, we've come a long way to this. We've loved, and now we've been hurt. I guess two hearts in pain are enough. You should go back to her and love her. Fix whatever gap exists between you. I'm really sorry. ....Thank you for being this strong when I am this weak. And thank you for making a stand for us when I am not able to make one for myself..
Happy Birthday Bff, from highschool to school freedom park doodle-ing, to sleepless overnight in burger to our never ending bonding… happy 32nd birthday!!! Im your number 1 fab, your stylist, makeup artist, confidante, mentor, crazy naughty bunny. Till we reach our dreams!!!! Stay awesome and always the best! Love you forever!